3 Years.

It’s been 3 years since the day you left us with one less smile in the world.

It’s been 3 years since that shocking news I got that you had left us.

I didn’t know what to do when I found out, it was surreal. But I remember how much I cried, how much I still cry. You were one of the nicest people I have ever met, and you never let me down. But maybe the earth let you down, because that accident was not your fault. You weren’t meant to go. It wasn’t your time. You were so young, I was so young. 

You mean a lot to me, and I still laugh and talk about you. I still miss you and think about what you left us with in the world. I have never been so heartbroken, your funeral was the first I ever went to. I can’t wait until I see you in heaven, I still remember you showing me your collections and bringing me ice cream and pizza whenever i was upset, and though maybe I was not the biggest thing to you, You were a big thing to me. You were like my brother, Though sometimes we didn’t talk a lot, I regret that. I always had a crush on you when I was younger, You helped me through some dark night.. You’re so crazy, It’s brilliant. I wish you could see me now. 

Maybe you’d be proud of my progression mentally and my artwork.

I miss you, we miss you. But I know you’re happier where you are now, At least you can’t get hurt now.

Until we meet again, Rest in peace Sam. 

07/07/2013.